LOL

last night bf kepada kawan perempuan i yang i citerkan last few days ago ade la msg i kat ym. which i dah delete pun dia nye id dari my ym list. so dia msg and asked why i dingin ngan dia skang. heh. dia tanya why? and i reply la as 'like i care?' so dia ckp i kejam ngan dia. he didnt expect me to be so mean to him. then i cakap la i dun give a damn bout him anymore. i able to eager my feeling last night. how selfish he is to me. and ni la first time i berlaku kejam pada orang. i mean kejam cara ignore people. well i puas. biar dia tau betapa saket nye ati bila dibuat gini and padan muka dia jugak kan? to whom it may concern GO N DIE!

my long long day

hello hello hello!!!

mase i post this entry i just went back from jusco bukit raja. went for shrek 3 film. well kind of bored film i guess compared to shrek 1 and shrek 2. too straight to the point and not many jokes included in this film. but anyway i had my long day today. started last night which i cant sleep. i cant find the exact spot place to sleep even usually i use to sleep anywhere and at anytime. when finally i can close my eyes and sleep suddenly my mobile phone rang at 2 am. omg fully annoying kan? then i hard to sleep again. in addition i had nightmare last nite, i kena ugut akan dibunuh oleh orang jahat. im too scared dalam mimpi tu til i felt tension during sleep. in the morning i went to class as usual and traffic jamed! a bus accidently hit penghadang jalan at the 3rd lane in federal highway. malaysian people luv to watch and keep slow to see the accident. of course everybody dont want to miss to see live the incident but come on the bus had been pull out to emergency lane but still have people keep slow. then after arrived in uitm, race day for PALAPES (army) was held today. omg they blocking my way. i dont mind if they held the function here but guards should take care of them. do not allowed them to cross the road sesuka hati. sudahnya sampai nak terlanggar diorang pun ada. hadoi. silap2 tengah lari2 kene langgar lak dengan aku ni hah. pastu ive no mood in the class coz im sleepy. too sleepy for class. luckily that sir noticed how sleepy i am and asked me to do a task given in front of the class. after finished up the task, one of my classmate pengsan! dia asthma actually and demam currently. papah la dia keluar dari bilik yang sejuk ni. dah sibuk jaga dia. takut pape jadi kat dia pulak kan? punya la cuak tengok kawan sendiri pengsan sampai sesak2 nafas. lepas habis kelas, actually i tanak tengok wayang coz im too tired but i dah janji ngan kawan2 and i dah book ticket to so 7 of us went for shrek 3 but sadly its a boring film. then i went to mcd for ice cream thought it may be helpful to me. but stil cant recover my mood so decided to come home. after sending 4 other friends, i went home and my mom told me our Prime Minister will get married this Saturday to a woman name Jeanne Abdullah ( Jeanne Danker ) as stated by Pejabat Perdana Menteri.

New First Lady

im happy for our PM and i hope he will be happily ever after. amin.

p/s enough of my very long and long day. akak red, shopping sakan yerk. jgn lupe ole2 okek.

rasa hati ini

saya rasa sangat jauh with one of my best buddy. am i too conservative or im not as open minded as i thought. i dont blame her for where do she live now. distance always not the reason.we're still in the same town just her family moved out to other place within our town. i do feel like she already changed. i knew she make a move to make her life better.but do i feel better with it? am i jealous to her? 100% not. im not jealous. but sometimes i feel like she is far away from me. do i already been left behind? do i need some changes in my life? do i need to talk to her what i feel rite now? other friends assume she is enjoying her life rite now. give her some space. i knew she have a lot of friends. she is fun, she is gorgeous and she is pretty. everybody seems like wanna be her friend. i know if she is reading this entry she might think that 'apa saja la si ella ni pk kan' but i do miss her. she got her own life. she doesnt need me to advice her anymore. she doesnt need my shoulder to cry on anymore. currently she is with her exbf again. to that particular man, i hate you. from the deepest of my heart. i hate you because u such a jerk to me. when u cant have this little girl, u came to me and beg to me to help u getting back with her. after all this while, after she came back to you, you dont need me anymore aite? what kind of person are you? selfish and unthankful. hey you man, go and die. seriously.

Rimas - The Fabulous Cats

Lari lari lari

aku lari tinggalkan semua ini

Untuk mencari-cari

cari ketenangan diri

Pergi pergi pergi

engkau pergi dari hidupku ini

Ku tak mahu mahu

engkau hadir dalam diri ini

Keluhan hatiku tak siapa yang tahu

Ku simpan semua sebak didada

Biarpun ku yang terluka

Pernahkah kau mengerti caraku memujukmu

Pernahkah kau hargai caraku mencintaimu

Lafazan kata dari bibir

Adakah ianya dari hati

Mungkin kau tak fahami maksud yang tesembunyi

Titisan airmata dari pipi ke bumi

Pernahkah kau peduli betapa sedih diriku ini

Mengapa aku yang terluka

Aku yang merana

Aku yang menahan sisa baki cinta ini

Engkau yang meminta

Aku yang sengsara

Rimas rimas

Aku rimas

Tinggalku seorang kecundang

Istana jiwaku goyang

Roboh dan tumbang

Sawanku lantang

Tidak berpantang

Letupnya siang siang

Bukannya alang kepalang

Datangnya perang

Dan bawaku ke jurang

Pulanglah sayang

Janji ku tatang

Ku hapuskan dalang

Dalangnya sayang

Sayangnya hilang

Hilanglah garang

Garangku terbang melayang

Terbongkangku terbang kau terhoyong-hayang

Tak pandang belakang

Terkankang gilaku tak diundang

Ku rapuh semua tak bertiang

Janjiku kini kan bertulang

Mengapa aku yang terluka

Aku yang merana

Aku yang menahan sisa baki cinta ini

Engkau yang meminta

Aku yang sengsara

Rimas rimas

Aku rimas

Lari lari aku

lari tinggalkan

tinggalkan semua

Tuk mencari

Untuk mencari ketenangan

Aku pergi tinggalkan

Tinggalkan kau sendiri

Ku pergi..kini ku pergi

Tinggalkan mu sendiri

me + insaf

this saturday catat sejarah untuk myself sebab buat pertama kali nya i involved in enggagement ceremony of my 2nd cousin from my mom's side. my mom have no siblings so she is very close to her cousins. so one of my adik saudara and also known as Ngah or dulu mase kecik2 people call him as Abok. he is younger than me. he was enggaged wif a girl from Kuala Lipis, Pahang. we call her as Mai this saturday evening. so kami sebanyak 6 kereta pegi la meminang Mai yang kami selalu jumpa kat umah mak ngah sebab dia memang selalu datang. knew her back i found out that both of them work in the same place before Ngah accident patah kaki. Mai ni jugak la jaga Ngah masa patah kaki. so bila Ngah dah elok, his dad kata baik lah dicepatkan sebab orang kampung dah mula mengata. so kami suma pegi la menyertai rombongan meminang Cik Normairazita (payah nak sebut). very the hulu kampung dia. very! so kitorang arrived around 12pm and terus la memulakan tujuan tu. one thing yang i proud sangat, my dad been appointed as a speaker from Ngah's side. bayangkan i yang panic nak dengar apa my dad cakap nanti. but alhamdulillah abah buat i rasa sangat bangga sebab he managed to go with the flow.

left side Mai's father, right side my dad

lepas bincang2, Mai pun keluar dari bilik untuk disarungkan cincin oleh bakal mak mertua. eh wait a minute, bukan ke if bertunang cincin bukan disarungkan oleh mak mertua? paling menarik i nak share rupanya Mai ni ada 22 siblings out of 4 mom. productive? unplanned? no comment for that.

Mai & Mak Ngah

korang mesti nak tahu apa hantaran. 15 hantaran tu but i insaf la bila tengok dari segi hantaran. some of the things yang diguna as hantaran i tak pernah terfikir nak guna and non branded of course. but they managed to wrap nicely even some of the things i pakai for daily use. but it is better than never. dengan duit hantaran rm5ooo, i rasa macam mimpi. almost people more than rm10000 as duit hantaran but Ngah ngan Mai rm5000 je.

the blue one is from man's side and the green is from woman's side

after negotiation between 2 side, we are welcomed to have our lunch and and that rite time, i baru perasan khemah yang disediakan untuk kami tu macam khemah yang ada kain canvas dan ditegakkan guna kayu. menarik sangat. selalunye khemah camni dibuat untuk penanggah je. cool kan?

i bukan nak kata i ni insaf dah jadi baik, tapi i bangga la dengan Ngah. se sen pun mak ngah ngan pak ngah tayah kuar2 cari mainan untuk adam. tetiba skang i terpk bila lak i nak kawen? overall i insaf sebab marriage isnt for meeting wife but how the other parties accept u unconditionally. it also isnt about money, it is one way of 2 differ party merged together. i insaf juga sebab i tak pernah tengok umah sehulu gini. and the lauk pauk, even barang2 hantaran tak glamour, he stil manage to get 15 hantaran even non branded things but yet stil meriah dengan kedatangan kami yang disambut dengan mesra. after 2 hours spend kat sana, kami pun balik and singgah di air terjun Hutan Lipur Lentang. kids went for swimming but person like me? watch and see only. heheh. overall i enjoyed my saturday life, im very proud of my Ngah and my DAD especially for his excellent job.

Finally...

from the left: my mom, my dad, mak ngah, mai, ngah and this lil cute girl ana.

im sooOoOo in LovE!

i luv thursday. coz ive got no class on friday til sunday. amazing aite? i dun have to wake up early. hoho. well last night i send short text message to someone. yeah someone that i used to call him 'my baby' haha is it? just hoping he doing fine.

hah arini kan pegi kelas parking full? duh! i have to walk jauhhhhh dari faculty. omg. peluh2 i sampai kelas. dah la aircond dalam kelas tu rosak dari memula start kelas. but as usual after class , classmates and i went for lepaking having our lunch together. by the way tadi one of my classmate kata dia jumpe Anuar Zain kat secret recipe. i asked her to give her handphone to this my damn favorite singer. but the singer kata malu nak cakap sebab flu! haaaa damn jealous kat sheila dapat jumpa my favorite singer. and sheila kata he say hi to me. omg! hi to u too! i luv anuar zain very much. hello anyone out there kalau knew anuar zain please do introduce him to me *winks*

Pirates of the Carribean 3

i went for a movie with leely this evening. we went for pirates of the carribean. to be honest i totally forgot what is all about in the part 1 and 2 of the film. totally cant remember except for the davy jones which is the sotong one. hehe. it was fun to pay rm10 for the movie and i really enjoyed my day. actually unplanned activity for leely and me. we just replacing leely's fren booked. we got a nice seat. 3 from the back. quite good aite compared to other people 1st row from the screen? but im a bit annoyed by 2 guys behind me when one of them trying to be a film comentator and trying to explain the other guy what happen, why dis, why dat. kalau ikut hati mahu je i sound but hey kalau i buat cam tu, i pun making noise kan? one thing yang tak pernah berubah dalam panggung wayang is handphone. come on la, people make money by doing advertisement, people spend money as a reminder to keep your mobile phone in silent mode. everybody knew dat. but it usually happen when ure really in the mood when the plot of the story is getting exciting then eventually someone mobile phone rang. omg. i thought it was in the movie. im about to throw something on him. dah la berbunyi, agaknya maximum volume kot. but overall i luv this film. orlando bloom, kiera knightley, johny depp as usual act like so damn natural. funny elements always in jack sparrow. and finally, william married to elizabeth but too bad elizabeth have to wait another 10years. wanna know why? go and see it urself!

bad news or good news?

hey
i just went back from class just now. took my lunch wif leely, jery and jaa. well they are funny. i wont stop laughing with them. at least i have a bunch of people that makes me happy everyday. well i went to wash my car. its been 3 months i didnt wash my car. omg im totally lazy to bring that tiny car to that place. and im too lazy to wash by my own. but today, i gagahkan juga mata ni singgah basuh kereta. yey! the result is my car is shining back. hahaha thanks to the washman. hehehe

hah something happen in class just now. the lecturer recognize me! OMG! 3 times he called my name and asked whats so funny back there that made us laugh hahaha. silly que. i wont tell him anyway. he started to remember afzan's name. jaa's name. well im not sure whether its a bad thing or a good thing. but i guess i cant simply turn my head to afzan and talk with her after dis. coz the lecturer will call our name hahaha. almost forgotten, i had my 3rd quiz today. 3rd quiz within 2 weeks lecture. isnt it interesting? hahaha rasa nak jerit je kat dat sir tu and tell him IM NOT READY! but at the end i did my quiz by guessing the que. hahaha hope it will be fine. hey do u think when the lecturer knew ur name is a good thing?

anger

i just went back from my daily class. well today my anger was quite beyond of my control. the lecturer gave us assignments last thursday and we have to submit this morning. after submitting, he asked do we have diffculties in doing the assignments. so i pick up my hand and say yes. i really have some difficulties. ye la mana tak ada masalah, dia ajar bab theoritical part je. mathematical part dia belum ajar lagi. so when i asked him question or my curiosity about the question, he simply replied if i couldnt understand the question thats mean i dont read the text book. hell no! ive the book 5 times and no such things example like the questions. so he asked me to read again and i noticed that stil no such things what he wanted me to find out. so he asked me to search for word DISCARDED in the chapter given. after reading 7th times stil i have no answer then he came to one of my classmate and read our text book. and what was the silly part is he is using the old edition of the text book. we are now using 9th edition and he stil using the 5th edition. so then he realized that he didnt do not even one exercise with us. haaa. at that time i can only think how good if i can laugh at him! and tell him dat we didnt came to class to playing around. even we did sumtime *winks* im a bit angry with him. the subject should be more interesting coz there are more mathematical part than the theory part. i luv calculation. but he did it as the whole subject was theoritically. menyesal btol tukar kelas. i ingat nak ikut kawan2 in the same class. sekali lecturer nya membosankan to DA MAX! OMG help me pls!

Diva

www.divathefilm.com

p/s cant wait

Karisma Cinta - Gerhana Ska Cinta

cinta kini kau datang jua
melanda dua insan
dirimu diriku

cinta sungguh indah ceritamu
dunia serasa hampa
bila kau tiada

hati hati cinta juga bisa membawa duka
batas lingkaran yang selalu bisa membawa sukar
demi dikau.. yang ku sayang
demi kasih.. yang ku damba selalu
sayang...

tiada seindah kasih sayang
cinta suci lagu syahdu merdu

tiada seindah karismanya
pabila kau tahu
cinta itu suci

hati hati cinta juga bisa membawa duka
batas lingkaran yang selalu bisa membawa sukar
demi dikau.. yang ku sayang
demi kasih.. yang ku damba selalu
demi..dikau..yang ku..sayang
demi kasih..yang ku damba selalu
sayang...

sayang...
sayang...
sayang.....

p/s i luv this song. everytime i heard this song, i'll sang together. *winks*

today's activities

hello blog.

mari blogging bersama ciknazla. well its been 2 days i started my short semester in uitm shah alam. im taking quantitative analysis (QMT) in advance. so i will be able to take less subject for next semester. my lecturer is mohd azham. i dunno where is he from. coz he told class let it be his secret. but one thing forsure hes not uitm lecturer. bored + sleepy within his class. for 2 and half hour class without break or jokes makes me feel bored. siyesly hello sir pls make something interesting to us. then today i got a pop quiz from him. oh my gosh 5 questions and i cant even answer one question. silly me. not paying attention. coz im very sleepy eventhough i manage to sleep for 8 hours last night. hehehe.

anyway, after class ended, i went to jaya jusco for movie wit leely and sarip. we went for Sumolah by Afdlin Shauki. well all i have to say i had fun wit this story. funny + straight forward story. taught us to proud being malaysian. and automatically i have learned some basic about sumo sport which orignally from Japan. and i really luv a phrase by Afdlin himself which is 'Jantan rempit paling agong kembali lagi' hahaha really classic + catchy. overall i had fun since im so down yesterday. and im back. nazla wont give up coz nazla beliefs that life is a dream to be realized and i can do better than this!

what ive done?

i feel bad. seriously. i feel bad to myself. i am a bad person.i knew one guy couples of weeks. i knew he got a gf. he had told me before.we will sms and chat every night until one day we started to change the environment.i mean we started to sms and chat a bit naughty, a bit daring, a bit cheeky. i knew the risk im taken and i knew what gonna happen at the end of the 'frenship'

but i buat bodo je wit that issues. i thought everything gonna be fine. but nowadays i realized how cheap am i, yeah i mean how come i jadi begini. curious.i do deserve better than this. am i some kind of slut? i did something wrong. not only to that guy, the gf but to myself too. i forgot to appreciate myself. i let that thing happen and at the end when i see me in front of the mirror i will keep thinking 'shame on u naz'. malu sangat pada diri sendiri. priceless me. i need to stop that 'frenship' coz im not like dat. im ok wif my life, i got family, frens and lives. yeah a good lives even sumtime i feel alone without a bf. what ive done before this is a mistake. i need to learn from the mistake. furthermore im not in luv wit that guy either. poor little naz. hoping someone who will give her attention until forget to appreciate her own life.

i deserve better. trust me.

Kembali Bersama - Kaer

Saat Pertemuan Itu
Menghadirkan Keindahan
Menafikan Hakikat Sebuah Perpisahan
Dengan Senyuman Manis Bertamu
Bicara Kau Pun Terganggu
Renunganmu Dipaut Pohon Nan Kerinduan
Yang Dulu

Mengapa Harus Resah Tika Bertemu
Sedangkan Dulu Kau Tetap Pilihanku
Seperti Mimpi Dirimu Muncul Kini
Namun Segalanya TersuratBuat Kita
Tetap Bersama Oh Oh

Sejak Tidak Melihatmu
Hidupku Serba Keliru
Hadapanku Hanya Wujud Dalam Bayangan
Oh Bila Senyuman Manis Bertamu
Bicara Kau Pun Terganggu
Renunganmu Dipaut Pohon Nan Kerinduan
Yang Dulu

Mengapa Harus Resah Tika Bertemu
Sedangkan Dulu Kau Tetap Pilihanku
Seperti Mimpi Dirimu Muncul Kini
Namun Segalanya Tersurat
Buat Kita Tetap Bersama

Sekiranya Dulu Kau Masih Disampingku
Impian Kasih BerbungaBertakhta Dihatiku
Ku Harapkan Kau Kembali Bersama Diriku
Tak Ku Duga Kau Menjelmakan Diri
Kasih…… Kasih…… Oh Oh Oh

Seperti Mimpi Dirimu Muncul Kini
Namun Segalanya TersuratBuat Kita Tetap Bersama
Segalanya Tersurat Buat KitaTetap Bersama…

p/s i luv this song. never bored

saturday afternoon

hey blog.

last thursday i went to genting highland wif couple of friends by bus. then get up there by skyway cable car. the temperature not so cold as we thought haha. hot. just imagine how klang after raining. not so cold. we went to the outdoor park, play some games, ride the train, boat hehe all the silly and simple activities to relax our mind. around 1pm it was raining and we decided to have our lunch at kenny rogers. that was the first time ever i saw sarip eat a lot of foods. a bit shock and a bit worried. what happen to her. *winks* then we continue our activities laughing, joking, teasing each other. it was fun. its been a long time we never have so much fun together. we took pictures. i mean a lot of pictures. i have a great day by the way. to leely, sarip, sidah, alan here some note, i luv you guys. you rock my world! and by the way, im posting this blog after 2 days visiting genting because im too tired for typing words. im so damn lazy woman. but im cute. hahaha

p/s hey sean. keep blogging ya

#my.ghost

well semalam ade gath lagik. i mean not a gath. jom jumpe session i think. skada jumpe makan2 minum2, kuar kan cite ape patot, lawak, tuka pendapat. so bukan gath kot? ramai gak org baru. tak kenal pun muke. yg hensem, yg vogue, yg chubby, yg kiut, yg poyo mcm bagos pun ade. hahaha lantak la kan. at least kite kenal la sape org tu. tapi smalam mcm tak berapa seronok. ntah naz yg pk cmtu atau ape. tp mcm diketepikan je.mcm sume ade kwn2, naz termangu je. been ignored. ooops!

finally...

yey at last! im done with my final exams.

even my last paper was damn hard. just pray to Allah. i'll be fine. insya allah.

so i decided a few days ago, bile dah abes exam, nak tido sepuasnya.

ye la im struggling for last 3 papers. tp sadly takleh nak tido lak. hampeh.

but anyway im freee!!! rite now im waiting for my friends. diorang balik je,

teros p bersuke ria. i dun care!

Accepting myself

hello readers. are there any readers? ahaha nvm just pretend there are sum readers hehe

last few days, i noticed a friend of mine, or maybe i just can use the word younger sister in thn crew webnet, Hazlina_Hanim engaged! wow isnt it a surprise?? but i do think back. she have changed herself i guess. she deserves what she have rite now. as far i knew her, from tidak bertudung type jadi bertudung type, perhaps i bole kata she are more matured than myself. she really is. so dia engaged wif her beloved of course. so she gonna be a wife soon. hehe congratz anyway to her. but one think forsure i realize, hey she is younger than me. and she engagaged. and me? still finding myself? or i didnt even know the real me actually. what am i looking for in lives. goals, missions, aims, desires bla bla all those words which i cant define. even im taking personal development class now haha. and i do still remember what afzan told me. there must be sumone for me, but rite now i just cant see it. oh gosh if i ever have a power, let me see for a while pls?hahaha im not tired being alone coz im not alone in this world. but i do feel alone sumtimes. emptiness. deep inside my heart. empty space.

but sumtimes i realized fast. i keep saying all those positive motivation inside my head. accepting myself unconditionally, rewarding myself when credit is due, and the most important thing is no need luv for hurting myself. i do not want that luv typo. so i guess i just wait and see.

Current Mode

hello

after two paper yg dah dijawab semalam dan kelmarin. too lazy to study for mandarin.
esok paper mandarin will be in the morning. MALAS NYA!

hehe haha hihi huhu

3.16 am
24th April

saje online jap nak bitau ptg ni dah start final exam!

24th - Public Speaking
25th - Finance
27th- Mandarin
6th- Marketing
7th- Personal Development
Operation Management

*6th & 7th - all papers are theory papers. conclusion = jangan kacau aku on dat week! *

*lepas paper operation management, jom kite p suke ria hahahahha*

what a..

hello

hah did i stated here b4 all my good frens tak wish my besday yesterday? except for nadia.

well a bit upset la kan no one among them remember. sume bz wif final exams. but the things is, rupe2 nye mereka dah wat satu rancangan. asked me to temankan leely p ptptpn damansara heights and pastu ajak p lunch. rupenye ade makan2 kat pizza hut. and they bought me 5 slices of cakes. hehehe differ cake each. bes bes. diorang kata nak bia i rase sume. wow! btol2 dah menghargai kan? sangat terharu. and nak tau satu cite? rancangan ni hampir kantoi bile pekerja pizza tanya 'cik, nak bwk kek skang ke?' hoh? i tekejot. kek mende lak ni kan? hehehe plus they bought candles yg kalo tiup je nyala balik. hehe penat btol nak tiup. and dia mcm ade bunge api. bes sgttttt. sgt besss. even simple tp sangat sronok bile kite duk ngan kwn2 makan sama2.

ptg lak i went to library study. sampai kul 11pm hehe. ye la duk umah ni susah sket nak study kan? sume pun tau kan. anyway thanks guys yg wat surprise party ni. sbb diorang bersusah payah nak kenekan i. sbb slalu nye i la mastermind in any surprise party. so kire susahla nak wat utk i sbb mcm2 i dah wat dulu. hehehe

My Day

Im 22nd today! Happy Birthday to me. Moga panjang umur, murah rezeki, berjaya dalam hidup dan sihat selalu. amin. yey! ucapan utk diri sendiri ni. Thanks to everyone yang wish ye. tak sangka ramai gak ingat hari jadi naz. anyway sebelah ni besday kek yg dibuat kawan2 kelas finance. hehe tadi kat kelas ade surprise party kecik2 dr kawan2. wah bes la. rase diri dihargai. sangat seronok. teringat plak masa surprise party mase taun lepas. sangattt seronok. ade gak yg wish moga cpat dapat bf. naz amin kan aje. *winks*

WHY PAY MORE

hey kinda long time tade mase nak post blog. actually been busy with studies. assignments. quizzes, tests, presentations. and tak lama lagi nak final dah. and my lucky date was 24, 25, 27, 6, 7 napekah tiada gap? tu je persoalan dihati and for 7th May tu ade dua paper skali gus. GOSH! mintak2 everything will be fine aite? insya allah. mudah mudahan

hah back to the topic. why pay more? hehehe basically this que pop in my mind when i went to sacc (to whom yg jauh dari malaysia sacc stands for shah alam city centre). i went there with sum friends to have lunch. so makan2, jalan2, gelak2 then nak byr parking fees, one of my friend kata 'hey kalo kite bile sumthing in sacc, we only have to pay rm1 for parking' so kami sume decided to ask information centre. so they asked us to go to their office. and u know what, in order to get rm1 for parking fees, we have to walk and walk. the office was in the basement and outside sacc. hahaha sambil jalan tu i ckp ngan my fren. this is the 1st time and the last time i kemaruk nak byr rm1 ehehehe so why pay more? u dun have to find the office, u dun have to walk fast after 15minutes given to move your car. so pay more. is it? hehehe actually ni pun company' s startegy kot. so people wont be bothered.

JOm Jumpe Session Versi 2

Venue - Midvalley Megamall

Time - 2pm (janji melayu)

bebudak #my.ghost wat jom jumpe session again. kali ni lebey ramai. lebey menarik. tuan tanah pun ada with his fiance. i went to mv wif fariz, benz ngan eerin. met pert there. kenal ngan soul_breker ( zal), shah, ody. first time jumpe. tp sgt peramah sume. yg lain sume tetamu bese, iwan, zufry, tuan tanah himself (aie), mem (tunang dia), and buat julung kali nye papajahat (wahyudy) dtg bersama awek and i would like to call mamajahat hehehe. activities? makan2, borak2 sampai lebam, men bowling ( i adalah peserta terhebat dgn jatuhan pin paling rendah) LOL, dan makan2 lagik selepas itu. around 9pm everybody sume balik umah. overall sgt menarik. and iwan makin bole betego sape ngan naz even tak la ramah sgt. tp ok la kan, tego juge. paling klaka bile ody ingat im not Cherish^The^Love. dia ingat i ni [aku-park-nick-aje] hehehe klaka2. lepas ni bile lak jom jumpe session part 3. ehehe teringat lak kat bebudak thncrew kan. lama btol tak jumpe sume.

p/s neem hurry back!

*bengang*

aaa bengang sgt ngan abah arini.
last 2 weeks i ada usulkan pada dia nak tuka internet ke streamyx
well jgn gelak eh sbb currently stil using tmnet dial up.
jawapan dia ketika itu ' akan abah fikirkan'
hari ni i pun bertanya bagaimana dgn cadangan tu
dengan selamba nye dia jwb ' tak tahu, tak larat nak fikir'
aaaaaaaa bengang nyeee!!!!

2nd Concert of AF5

hey blog. well pertaining to the topic above i as an unofficial commentator for AF ( for those out there who dont even know what is AF, actually a reality tv show known as Akademi Fantasia ) would like to comment all the 14 students that performed just now. hehehehe ade nampak pro tak? ekekeke

Candy - Semua Jadi Satu (Kris Dayanti,Ruth Sahanaya&Titi Dj)
A good start performance. Untuk tirai pembukaan Konsert AF yg ke-2. Ada attitude. But tatau nape sebenarnye or other word motive the singers, yeah i mean the 3 Diva dtg and beri ucapan. hahahaha well it works if Astro think it might help to boost up confident level for Candy.

Rizal - Kembali Merindu (Slam)
My favourite contestant actually. Nyanyi dah ok. walaupun toward the end sama je kan. Expression bagus gak cume kan he have a big eyes. so kalo dia besarkan mata mcm nak makan org. TAPI YANG PALING TAK SUKE HARINI DIA MENJAWAB APA YANG PENGKRITIK CKP. BIADAP NAMANYE KALO DLM KAMUS ORG MELAYU. hahaha

Ebi - Bailamos (Enrique Iglesias)
SEXY. enough said. hohoho. well arini pasan yang dia ade ability to influence ME untuk terus tgk dia. and btw the cute little girl yang menari with him was so interesting. with her arabic dance costume. Ebi's voice sangat menggoda. i buy it.

Heliza - Aku Bukan Untukmu (Rossa)
One of student yang i tunggu2. well sangat bagus for the opening part. i mean when other friends kerumun kat dia as a circle. ade la belakon2 antara syawal ngan dekna tp lebey kpd MENYEMAK JE. but one thing forsure i luv her dress. sopan.

Aizat - Basket Case (Greenday)
Bersungguh sungguh. Komited. Size doesnt even matter to him. elok je dia nyanyi lagu ni and very notty2 sket. penuh dgn tenaga. dia berjaya buat i rase eh dia ni kiut je cm greenday.

Fatin - Bila Rindu Ku Sebut Namamu (Siti Fairuz)
Lagu ni ala ala lama gitu. ye la kan kalo tak lama, takkan mak i slamber je nyanyi td kan? mak i ckp dia ni rosakkan lagu. tp Fauziah Latiff kata dia ni lain dr lain. tp cik nazla ckp nape la dibuat lagu ni ala ala dangdut style? ROSAK!

Farha - Biarkan Aku Menangis (Tommy J Pissa)
Hah dia ni mcm sedey. tp tade lak kerut2. mcm nak nanges tp mcm tade pape. suara dia sedey tu. kalo i tutup mata, dgr dia nyanyi, mmg sampai kat hati. tp tgk muke. eh dia ni konpius ke nak sedey ke nak frust ke nak gumbira ke. maybe influenced by his mother yg tak putus2 nak nanges,

Mila - Gotta Tell You (Samantha Mumba)
This is one of my favourite song when i was in school. Mila's voice? sedap didengar. gemersik gitu. tp bile nyanyi lagu ni, tak paham diction dia. ala ala cm dgr ujung2 je suara. mcm cepat penat pun ade Mila ni.

Afiq - Biso Bonar (Hattan)
This is really so called mcm bagus student. yeah dia mmg confident. sampai rase annoyed jugak la. but hey this is my opinion kan. dia nyanyi lagu ni yg sume org tau lagu ni dialek loghat nogori. dia cube la nyanyi cm gaya2 zainal abidin yg nak terbang tp mcm dah jadi tarian sarawak je ekekekeke.

Noni - Mirae (Kiroro)
Not a single word dlm lagu ni i paham. tp comel je dia. baju dia cantik. mekap dia cantik and btol2 nampak mcm org jepun. nyanyi dgn senyum2, eye contact. yeah fine to me i guess

Dekna - Cinta (Amy Mastura)
kononye cinta remaja. ok la kalo dia bagos. i like her tone tp ade prob, nape baju dia pakai tu mcm makcik2 je pegi funfair? hadoi ASTRO PLEASE GUDEI HIM

Dafi - Pencinta Wanita (Irwansyah)
well saya tegode. enough said. sexy + cute + cheeky + notty

Aswad - Nak Kahwin Duit Tak Ada (Sweet September)
adoi mamat penang ni. dah nyampah nengok. bole bile asal bridge lagu dia bantai ckp loghat penang dia je. mcm lari mood i tgk dia nyanyi. menari dia jgn ckp la. kongkang2 abes.

Syawal - Kenangan Mengusik Jiwa (A.Ramlie)
well cheeky with the dancers. nice hair ehehe. dia buat jambul didepan kami. menarik.


based on my opinion antara Afiq and Mila akan kuar this week. tak menarik langsung performance. ntah hape2. hah comment on the clothes baju paling cantik baju Heliza. and btw Ebi tak perlukan haircut. rambut dia ni adalah lucky i okek. ekekeke

Results : Afiq terkeluar minggu ini.

Extras : Sape dapat undian tertinggi konsert minggu ini akan dihadiahkan kebenaran menonton konsert 3 Diva. Syarat nya jika pelajar itu adalah wanita, harus memilih seorang rakan lelaki menemani nya and vice versa.

24th March

I am ToO Lazy to finish up those assignments.
Enough said =)

JOM! JUMPA Session

JOM! JUMPA Session for #my.ghost 15th March

actually sbb tuan tanah turun shah alam lawat tunang. so skali la kan melepak. tak sangka lak ramai yg turun. i mean agak juge la.pert, benz, eerin, tuan tanah himself, sepupu dia, kelise, bladez, grat,deffuser,abe, seffia, jack,amar. ramai gak la. sronok pun sronok.sepupu tuan tanah nama dia fuad. muke mcm fitri af2.kiut2 je org nye. comel dan pemalu. and hah nak kongsi ni, deffuser duduk sebelah i! hehehe hepi btol bile dia dah borak ngan i. after the incident i message him and asked, "we're cool aite?" so agaknye pastu la dia dah tros tego. bes la session tu sampai rase tanak pulang je. tp bese la kan ade cop kad kat umah. so balik awal dari sume org. happening + relaxing session. tq

6 weird things people dont know

actually been tagged by Neem couples days ago, and baru sempat mau reply. hehe well here it goes..

1. not that type of lady who spend long time in the bathroom.

2. big fan of Akademi Fantasia since the 1st season.

3. nescafe = cant sleep.

4. easily thinking wif my emotions instead of brain.

5. good sleep = ligth off + bantal bucuk + 10 hours minimum. LOL

6. usually can think about sumthing else while driving.

I've learned that people will forget what you said,

people will forget what you did,

but people will never forget how you made them feel.

so laugh when you can,

apologise when you should,

let go when you cant change

p/s i miss him

deepest

*berikan aku cinta*

sudah biasa

well dulu i slalu rase rendah diri kan? segan nak join gath. segan nak depan ngan org lain
well itu dulu. skang tidak lagi. im proud to be myself. skang makin lama makin berani berhadapan ngan org lain especially bebudak yg baru kenal.
tadi i ikot kawan i join gath satu cenel kat mirc ni. i tak pnah pun join cenel tu. slamber redah je.
ade la kenal 3-4 org dah thru dat gath. so maknanye tak la susah sgt nak dpt kawan baru.
tp dalam masa yg sama i miss kamil helmy. one of my closest fren currently. so cute and kerek.
kerekness dia tu wat i rase dia sgt istimewa. i miss him. siyesly. and i dah jumpe dia after dia amik i kat uitm and makan2 kat shah alam. then dia anta i balik klang. comel kan? garang2 dia sanggup trun dr bukit tunku ke shah alam and anta i ke klang. hehehe

persembahan dari hati

i had fight wif mom.never talk to each other today. when i arrived from group discussion. she wasnt at home. neither my dad.i felt asleep til 6pm. and realized my mom and dad went to Bagan Lalang for sesi pujuk mak by dad. tu pun i tau bile i call abah. coz abah knew already if this fight berterusan. mcm2 akan jadi tau. ye la sape lagi nak entertain mak kalo bukan anak pompan dia yg tercinta kan? i tatau nak wat ape. ade sket salah i actually. but i pk gak bukan 100% salah i coz im already 22. and i deserved a self respect from other people especially from my own family member. yeah im stil the youngest and most people will told me 'im stil the baby in my family tree' but hell no. in certain part of life, i need sum space and respect from everybody. TQ

burning inside part two

when we were expecting everything gonna be ok but it suddenly turn to be not ok.

when we were expecting a person will wait for us til suddenly the person not there.

make me angry. at him and myself also. i hate being perfect but i do try my best.

and when i knew he didnt even realized im doing my best, im soOoOo dissapointed.

the worse gath ever!

hey blog
arini i p midvalley. ade such a mini gath bebudak cenel uitm dalnet. so i decided to participate since eerin and pert ajak beriye iye. i thought its gonna be fine until the deffuser came and join us. fine if between him and me ade history yg tak berapa bagus. we're no talking to each other since that incident happen. fine wif me then. and i thought by the time goes by, bende tu akan dilupakan gitu saja and he and me will be cool aite?

rupenye i je sorang pk cmtu. i mean pk cm ok la bende dah lepas, lepas je. skang kite borak cm bese la. dari mula dia dtg wif myvi and joop dia tak tego i. fine. dia borak pun tak pnah borak ngan i. fine. until one moment when i try to talk to him kat cosmic bowl, dia berpaling muka dari i yg sedang berkata kata. what the fuck la kan? who he think he is? dia ingat aku ni sampah ke ape? siot nye laki. my mood suddenly turn off. and mase tu jugak rase nak balik je. sbb rase nak nanges bile dia wat cmtu. tp i sabar lagi. pas men bowling p plak mapley luar midvalley.kat sana pun dia buat bodo je ngan naz. am i the one yg sensitive or what. dia tak de tny i ke, nak ckp ngan i ke, pandang ke. tetibe i rase cm org paling bodo dlm muka bumi ni p gath ni. i should follow my heart. bile hati dah rase ragu2, i patot tak pegi je. tapi bese la degil.

tujuan i post ni pun bukan apa. konon2 mintak2 la dia bace kan even i know la dia takkan bace. bia dia tau i REALLY REALLY REALLY PISSED OFF sama dia. i want him to know bout this. thanks.

best regards,
YOUR EX SO CALLED BABY

im not ready

assalamualaikum
dikala i post this blog i baru je balik dr umah makcik i. i mean the closest aunty. i call her as ucu. she is my father's sister. one of my father's sister actually. tp ni la yg paling rapat. kalo rase saket ati ke kat umah, lapa ke, gaduh ngan abg nak tgk tv ke, mesti akan p umah ucu. bese la sana yg ade sepupu i nama boy. pastu tv tade rebut2. boy mesti ngalah nye ngan kakak sedara dia nih. and sebot pasal makan. mesti bes. even kadang2 lauk pauk simple je. tp mesti dpt makan nye. siap tapau lagi balik umah. every malam raya umah tu juga i melepak. sbb anak anak tiri ucu sume ade sana ( ucu kawen ngan his husband yg mmg dah ade anak) well mmg meriah la duk sana. i ade ramai anak saudara la kalo di ikotkan. pak usu naz? mmg bes. mmg sporting. kalo ngan anak2, cucu2, atau anak2 sedara nye ( i la tu) mmg sporting. kire tade la kene bebel ke, kene ceramah free ke. mmg bes la.

pak usu masuk hospital last 3 weeks. doktor kata usus pak usu pecah. the second day pak usu masuk ward, i went to the hospital. suprisingly, pak usu had been admitted in the icu room. i ter pk 'hey serious sgt ke pak usu saket?' well i knew the answer rite now. lepas beberapa hari kat wad icu, doktor kata he will be fine. ubat tidur yg diberi dah habis. but sadly, pak usu tak juga sedar. bile lawat pak usua, i tak pnah lupa ckp pada pak usu yg i dtg tgk dia. after 20 days dlm wad icu and di bawa pula ke wad isolasi kerana takot kuman yg ade pada pak usu menjangkit pada org lain, pak usu pergi tinggalkan kami semua pada ptg khamis 15 Feb 2007. mase tu i dlm kelas. i tatau nak act mcm mana. i tros pegi umah ucu. well i saw my late uncle for the very last time. i tried not to cry. but it didint work. i cried. im not ready for losing him. sebelum maghrib juga arwah pak usu selamat dikebumikan. org kata kalu kite meninggal malam jumaat, tiada seksa kubur. tade serangga dtg gigit pak usu. alhamdulillah kan?

i tak lupe sedekahkan al fatihah, surah yassin tiap kali i teringat kat arwah pak usu. i miss him actually. when im at his home, masih terasa dia ada sekeliling tu. apa yg i regret, pak usu dah bukak mata sebelum dia hembuskan nafas yg terakhir. but no respon bile dipanggil. maybe dia nak tgk anak anak dia, cucu cucu dia, sedara mara dia and paling penting isteri dia. i terpk juge. macam mana la raya i lepas ni. umah sape plak i nak p? stil sama ke condition ni lepas arwah pak usu takde? i did asked one of his grandson, ingat tak muka Aki?(aki = atuk) shidi kata dia tak ingat.agak nye sbb since pak usu dlm wad icu, kanak2 tak leh masuk tgk. bile nak kebumikan pun, shidi tak sempat jumpe. shidi kat skola. tade sape ade masa nak p amik dia. but arini bile i tny balik, shidi kata dia mimpi Aki.Aki suh dia blaja rajin2. and i did asked once again. and shidi kata dia dah ingat muka Aki.

walau dimana saja roh pak usu sekarang, ella harap pak usu ditempatkan di kalangan org2 yang beriman. amin.ella redha dgn takdir Allah swt. Al-Fatihah.

aku pasrah

looking at the tittle its true. pasrah je dgn suratan ni. well this is my 2nd group assignment which needs us to present. i buat on my own and give sum credit to other group members. yey. bagus nye saye. so tonite i heret satu member dr group lain bantu i wat assignment tu. hehehe abes tu nak harap yg lain tu byk sgt aktiviti and syarat2 nak dikenakan.
well actually im glad went out with him. hehehe and im glad dia offer diri nak tlg i.LOL ade niat tersembunyi actually. smalam lak went out wif him, jeri and azra. jalan2, tgk wayang, makan2. kinda have cool moment. sonok gak lepak ngan diorang. of course pasnih akan kuar bersama lagik. hehehe. berbalik pada si dia. td mase anta dia kat umah sewa, dia bg i sumthing. memule i kata tanak. tetibe dia kuar kete dgn membawa henpon i skali. of course la i wont leave the house without my henpon. hehe. so i decided to wait and see. pastu i balik la. sumtime kan i rase cm nak ckp yg i admire kat dia. but hey its too early kan? lgpun i sekelas. tak lari ke mana pun.hehe jgn ade org tekel dia sudey. but hey btw agak2 dia tau tak i ske dia? hmm. cmne nak bagi hint?

tears of my heart

aaaaaaaaa
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa tensionnnn.
my inner prob kembali lagi. this damn period. tertekan tol. i tried not to think bout it. but i cant.
uncomfortable in classes. rase mcm penat2 satu badan. sengal2, cepat letih
tambah2 group presentation i sorang2 wat. yg lain sume buat tatau. tak membantu AT ALL!
jgn kata menaip ke, bg key point pun tade. everything on me. asked them to send it to Dr Aniza also tak bole. i jugak kene wat. dah la perut ni saket mcm org beranak (agak je) i yg kene bersusah payah buat sume. wah kalo cmni la gaya nye, Dr, pls do give me extra credits ok?
huwaaa. rase nak nanges je. dugaan eh? im too tired for all this. and akhirnye akan nanges juge.

my 1st quiz

arini i ade quiz utk paper operation management. last class the lecturer told us there will be an objectives and true false question only. but it end up wif 7 subjective questions. hah apa nak wat. belasah saje laaaa. tapi paham2 je la. everyone not ready for the quiz. masing2 baca ala kadar sbb ingat leh tembak je kalo soklan objective. i was lucky out of 7 question i manage to answer 5 yg i rase confirm btolll. hahaha poyo sungguh. hah bese la bile ngan kwn2 kan selalu share jawapan. i ni bengang la ngan bebudak kiri kanan i. punye la saving anjeng nak bg jawapan. ok, i try to be positive. maybe dia nak uji kemampuan dia gak kan. fine wif me la kalo org dah tanak bg. but bile dah nak abes quiz tu kan. ade ke dedua tu expecting i akan beri diorang jawapan? hahaha hell no la kan. wah kan main lagi jawapan dia tanak share. jawapan aku dia nak lak miahahhaha. well i tau la diorang ni ala ala selfish sket. masing2 nak ke depan tp lupe lak diri tu pun masih memerlukan org lain. ntah la. i sedar skang ni apa apa pun i have to work hard. jgn masih mengharap ade rakan akan bantu mcm time diploma dulu. ade je akan bantu in studies.

malang sungguh nasib

waaa arini sangat malang nasib ku ini
dah la kelas start kul 10.30 tp kul 7.30 dah sampai uitm sbb takot tade parking la katakan. sini kan parking fascilities very2 poor. dah p kelas 10.30 ade lak kelas yg lunch hour tu sampai 1.30. kata sampai kul 1.20 skali sampai 1.30. makan pun tapau je then makan dlm kelas. pastu ade kelas sampai kul 4. masa abes kelas tu mcm nak ujan. ku gagahkan jua menapak jauh ke parking kete sbb bile pk kalo ujan lagi teruk kan? tgh2 menapak tu ujan tak turun step by step. teros turun dgn lebatnya. berlari la daku. sesampai je kat tangga yg tinggi tu, cube la naik tangga dgn sepantas mungkin. skali sandal yg daku pakai licin membuatkanku terjatuh ke depan tangga. bayangkan tgh ujan lebat tu la dan dan nak jatuh kat tangga. naseb la tak tergolek ke bawah ke ape. cume terkedepan je. cube bayangkan kalo tergolek ke bwh tros ke jalan besar. naya je kalo kene langgar lak kan? dah jatuh ni jangan kata la kan basah nye cmne. basah kuyup!! bile dlm kete baru la perasan yg lutut lebam. huwaaa.balik2 tros mandi sbb takot demam. mak picitkan la lutut sambil bebel2 pasal safety first. hah sambil dia tekan2 kat lebam. saket sangat2. malang sungguh arini =( moral the story jgn lupe bawak payung even payung yg ade hanya payung besar!

introduction to business matter

waaa tensen nye. arini suppose ade 2 kelas je start kul 2.10 sampai kul 6. but too bad my 2nd class which is at 4.10 tu ada prob. penat je baca chapter 1 sbb ade kuiz. lecturer tu masuk2 je panggey 16 nama and dia kata sape yg dipanggey itu please do leave the class now. siot sungguh!! dia kata ramai sangat dlm kelas ni. padahal dlm online registration maximum ppl 50. masa ni la nak tau kwn yg baik atau tak. kwn yg i kenal sekor pun wat tatau pasal i kene halau. lecturer tu suh masuk jadual yg dia buat which is every monday TO thursday at 12.30 til 1.20pm. gile btol. tu kan lunch hour. how bout kelas kul 2 lain subjek. kan penat! siot sungguh!!!! ikot hati mcm nak drop je paper ni. lagipun kinda tough sbb i amik 7 papers. tp pk balik bile nak abes degree kalu nak drop je kan? aaaaaa tensennnn

Gateway to Excellence

last weekend semua pelajar bachelor yg baru masuk ade a kind of orientation. tema nye Gateway to Excellence. adoi leteyyyy. Started on friday evening. speech from dekan, timbalan dekan, the Majlis Perwakilan Pelajar (MPP) nak kenalkan diri, bla bla bla. Sabtu lak kene ade kat sana 7.30 wit pakaian sukan. dah la majlis tu start lambat. kene duduk bersila lak tu atas lantai.ceramah2 bla bla bla. pastu ade a really2 fun aerobic session. really2 fun. seronok sgt. pastu ceramah lagikkkkk. then ade aktiviti berkumpulan. i di masukkan dlm kumpulan 22. projek yg kene wat to make sure 2 biji telur tak pecah bile dicampak dari 3rd floor. ade la bahan2 yg dia bagi. but unfortunately 2 biji tu pecah hahaha. tema group i BOLEHLAH hehe ptg tu jugak settlekan ptptpn sampai kul 8pm. balik je teros tido. letih. then ahad ade lagik. program bersama fascilitator. ok la fun jugak. cume penat je kan? sampai ptg. balik je tros wat assignment yg kene anta ari senin. penat btol weekend kan?

my 1st week in uitm shah alam

hello
for the past 3 days dalam uitm shah alam, i nye kelas ari senin started on 8.30 and finished on 6pm. tp kelas kul 2.10 cancelled. lecturer finance agak punya suara yg agak rendah. my operational management lecturer kinda classy. lelaki um0 30's (married LOL) ok la. agak sempoi. selasa lak ade kelas kul started 2.10 which is kelas marketing. cancelled jugak hahaha saket hati. and kelas kul 4 til 6 pun cancelled = penat je gosok baju kurung hahaha. rabu lak i ade kelas kul 8.30 which is intro to international biz. hah lecturer ni agak pelik slang nye. kate nye dia pnah keje kat canada for 9 years. haha kinda maskulin guy. adoi menakutkan! dia asked student sume letak kertas yg tulis nama atas meja so senang dia nak panggey. then kelas management plak kul 10.30 cancelled sbb lecturer tu mc. but dia dah pesan next time kalu nak masuk kelas dia, girls kene pakai hand bag, heels, make up bla bla bla. mati la sayaaaa. next kelas kul 2.10 kelas public speaking. kinda bored actually. hadoi bole ke i tahan 3 years dlm uitm tu.

sabar itu separuh dari iman

daftar uitm 6/1/2007 [sabtu]
taklimat pengecualian kredit 9/1/2007 [isnin]
jumpa advisor 10/1/2007 [selasa]
tak pegi kelas 11/1, 12/1, 13/1 [rabu, khamis, jumaat]

im not feeling well. its all about my period matter. so i went to see the doctor which has been recomended by one of my friend. the doctor gave me 2 kind of medicines. one for stopping my bleeding and one to gain more blood coz as the doc said, im having low blood pressure. well i really2 hope my decease will end soon. hey imagine when u have to face wif a period non stop for a month! and sumtimes it will be extra2 heavy. poor me. but currently i think its getting better. i hope it will be better and better day by day. hope so

Sarip's Birthday

Today is Sarip's birthday. Its 22nd birthday. May God Bless her and may she in a good health always. We celebrated sarip's birthday on 3rd january at pizza hut. actually it is not just a birthday party, its a farewell for sarip also. she will registered in uitm melaka this friday. sort of first time sarip jauh dimata nih. hehe well i'll pray for her. hepi besday!

my 1st Jan 2007

well 2007 arrived without notice. plus another 1 year to my age rite now. hehe im 22? but offcially 22nd on April. this picture taken on new years eve at bukit bintang wif sum frens. person beside me was nadia. one of my bes buddy! we're really enjoy that moment.
as a conclusion for 2006 2 major resolution have been achieved. 1st nak grad on time for my diploma. 2nd nak further studies by the year 2007. so alhamdulillah dedua i dapat realisasikan. for this 2007? belum pk lagi nak azam apa lak. i let u know later ok?

happy new year =)

Biggest Dream in 2006

well finally i dpt offer further studies. degree in finance. uitm shah alam. adoi nape la shah alam jugak yg i dpt kan? but alhamdulillah atas rezeki ni. well 2007 ni kene mula dengan azam baru and a brand new me again?

my pain

hey
alhamdulillah by the time i post journal ni i dah getting better from the pain i suffer since yesterday. sebenarnye i ada masalah dgn organ2 dalaman kot? unstable hormon buat i nye period tak menentu. sampai jadi la incident limpah ruah. hehe tau ke eh maksud nye? period yg melampau banyak nye. padahal dah 15 hari i period. pelik kan? well to me benda ni dah tak pelik. i penah kene cmni bile i 15 years old, when im 18 and tetibe bile 21 kene balik eh? mcm janji2 lak. 3 tahun sekali LOL. tp alhamdulillah arini dah kurang. i makan ubat yg stable kan hormon. harap2 tak la kejap je elok kan? bukan apa. tak selesa tau. when u have to change every 1 hour. letih! dah la banyak hilang darah. of course la dahaga, lesu, sengal2 badan. mintak2 dah tade la kejadian ni lagik

Hurt - Christina Aguilera

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, ooh

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there

Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, oooh

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?

There's nothing I wouldn't doTo have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back

Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, ohh

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Gegak Gemilang Astro - Klang

siang tadi p la gegak gemilang astro kat klang. well nak p pun ade 2 reasons.
1st - barang2 cosmetic silkygirl arini jual murah2. yeah mmg murah
2nd - i nak jumpe sofaz hahahaha klaka kan?
but ni la kenyataan. sofaz nye 2nd album is much better than the 1st one. ntah kenapa i leh berminat ngan lagu2 nye. bes2. dpt tgk dr jauh jadi la. and ade la artis2 af. ada zainal alam kadir, ade kru, ade aznil hj nawawi. ok la jugak. but i ingat kan besar sgt karnival nye. kecik je. tak la happening mcm sure heboh by tv3 tu. hehehe ada la bende yg i bought just now. a mascara, a lip gloss, a hair color hahaha and not forget a perfume. silkygirl - loving you. not bad la bau nye. bole la pakai utk sekadar berjalan sini sini. park kete pun tak la jauh. luck kot? hehe

pheww!

heylo2

hah alhamdulillah my childhood fren selamat nikah ptg td dlm kul 5 ( 8 DEC ) kat masjid Ar-Rahimiah, Klang. actually i lebey rapat ngan adik dia, sarip hehehe tp kakak nye pun stil my childhood fren gak. hehe

so dr ari khamis aritu mmg dah duk terperuk kat umah sarip, doing this, doing dat. mcm2 la buat. ye la org nak kawen. dr pagi2 sampai ke malam2 baru balik umah. naseb la lalu pintu doraemon je ( pintu blakang) since umah dia btol2 blakang umah i. miahaha tak abes lg keje ari khamis, tadi pagi pun dtg gak sampai ke ptg.

hah i noticed satu bende la. bile event besar cmni. bukan nye confirm sedara mara akan dtg tlg. mungkin ade dtg tlg tgk je hahaha. i lak poyo tlg kan? haha takpe la. ikhlas i tolong nih even mmg penat. mcm2 bende kite nampak sana sini cacat cela sbb this is first marriage for Syed Alwee's family hehe. takpe la kan. mana yg i tau, i bitau anak2 dia. share2 la kan knowledge sbb mungkin dr kecik i ni dah didedahkan ngan rewang2, bungkus2, rebus2 telur. sbb mmg dr dulu mak abah bawak p umah saudara mara tlg2 pape yg patot. and i assume family diorang tak didedahkan dgn knowledge cmtu. so terkial kial gak la hehe. enough saying the bad things! hey mana ade apa apa event yg 100% going smooth kan?

hah malam ni lak ada what we call 'malam berinai' hah fyi malam berinai tu bukan la malam org nak pakai inai hehe as sarip thought hehehe its like malam tukar2 baju, photoshoot, tepung tawar sket ehehehe kire dgn sanak saudara terdekat la. so i sempat la gak nyemak2 amik gamba ngan pengantin. hah gamba nye later k? dah 2 ari i dtg sana pakai baju lusuh2 je then malam ni i pakai a baju kurung wif a tudung. everyone dlm tu kata 'ey ella dtg, dah lawa dah' hahaha klaka kan? ye la siang2 dtg pakai tracksuit & shirt. tetibe malam ni glemer sket hehehe

after the ceremony, i ngan sarip, adik sarip, ayu, fana p mcd. hah upacara MENGHARGAI DIRI SENDIRI hahaha ayat yg baru je gune. selepas berpenat lelah membantu kat umah sarip, dah sampai masa nye utk melepak hahahaha. i will be at sarip's house again tomorrow. hah kali ni pakai glemer2 lagik. makan free session haha

Selamat Pengantin Baru to Syarifah Nurhayati ( kak etty ) & Nizam
COngratulations!

Dedicated to Neem

dear neem

how r u? hehe eceh cm bg email je. anyway hah i dah berjaye letak picture kat profile tu. thanks ya. hah dr dulu i tatau nak wat cmne. finally berjaya gak i hehehe. take care neem

10 bintang, 5 kisah, satu cerita CINTA

Cinta released on 30 NOV 2006. went to the cinema this evening. went to watch the movie wif Sarip, Leely and Nadia. Seats 5 dari depan hehehe. well semua nya berbaloi. sbb i luv this movie. cerita cinta yang menyentuh emosi, kisah cinta yang menyedarkan manusia ini memerlukan cinta bukan hanya antara lelaki dan wanita. bahkan cinta sesama saudara sendiri, cinta kepada masyarakat, cinta pada diri sendiri. voted for Nanu Baharudin & Que Haidar for the best sad luv story in this film which consist of 5 luv stories. and not forgetting kisah cinta antara lakonan Rita Rudaini & Rashidi Ishak. Hope im not late to tell everybody dat i luv u very very much and how i apprecite everybody in my life. Hah tak lupa gak, ade gak quote dlm film ni yang sampai sekarang masih difikiran. quote between siblings. "jangan takut pada gelap, sebab kakak senitiasa ada sebagai lilin, jangan takut untuk tutup mata, sebab kakak akan sentiasa berjaga"

for more details log on to www.cintathemovie.com

a simple world

dari Allah kita datang, pada Allah juga kita pulang.

well this is a story bout my irc's fren. known as dd. naz kenal dia kat #comrade few years ago. been chatting, meeting him several times. kinda good boy. nice and soft spoken. younger than me. but never get bored when it comes to chat wif him

yesterday as usual i log on my Y! and i noticed dd nye id status - pergi klcc & midvalley. that was around 12am. then around 2am i noticed his status have changed to - i lost my father today. so i decided to msg him thru this Y! but never get his reply. so i decided to sms him. so finally early in this morning dd replied. dd ckp arwah papa nya pening kepala at first. after picit arwah papa nye tido. sampai tak bangun.

i sempat jugak chat wif dd just now. hes fine hopefully. i caught in the middle terfikir sungguh mudah Allah nak amik nyawa kita kan? tanpa dirancang. tanpa kita sedari kita akan kehilangan sesiapa saja disekeliling kita.and naz mula berfikir banyak ke amal ibadat aku sebenarnye ye?

to dd, takziah naz ucapkan. moga dd lebih tabah mengahadapi hari2 esok. to his family and not forgetting to all people yang pernah kehilangan sesiapa yg disayangi.

AL-FATIHAH

dunia batinku

p/s ini hanya luahan hati

ive been jobless for the past 5 months. nothing to do. waiting for degree intake this january. so last few days dah kuar result intake tu. Harap Maaf. Permohonan anda tidak berjaya. Terima Kasih. hmm sad? rase nye more to putus asa. so i decided nak wat rayuan. yeah pissed off. sangat2. nak nanges pun ada. cume hey whats up wif cry? so i duk diam je dlm umah. bile kwn2 tanya i kata tak tgk lagi (sorry guys) then bile mak tau pasal result tu she did told me sumthing. yeah maybe dia tak maksud cmtu cume agak terasa bile dia ckp cmtu. 'tu la dari dulu mak suruh blaja pandai2, dpt anugerah dekan ke baru la tak susah nak bagi ko belajar' kecik ati tak? well yeah i know korang mesti kata 'ala mak kan. dia susah ati' come on i pun susah hati. dah la duduk umah je slama ni. and kwn2 sume dpt further. and me? no where. sarip also dpt masuk degree kat uitm. lebey parah kan perasaan ni? kwn yg i besar sama dr kecik. jiran i.blakang umah i.merangkap teman melepak. baru i paham apa rase dia mase i dpt masuk uitm after spm and left her alone kat sini. congratulations syarifah nurul ain!

so i decided to hang out lepas mak ckp cmtu. met sum frens. ntah la nape tibe2 really2 emotional and sensitive sejak dua menjak ni. one of my fren i mean buddy ckp i ni dah lain, kawan ngan yg glemer2 je, bagus2 je, kwn ngan budak2 myspace, friendster, kawan ngan yg blaja oversea2. nape eh dia ckp cmtu? so for all these years i balik tetiap minggu dr uitm tu ape eh? i dah lupe ke? ntah la. mungkin i yg terasa sgt kot? i diam kan lagik. on dat nite i sms dat fren, dia replied 'manusia berubah mengikut keadaan dan masa'. apa maksud dia eh? i berubah?

then keesokan hari ida wat kenduri. kakak nye kawen. so ida invited frens uitm sume p la umah dia malam berinai. i ade janji ngan a bes fren kat uitm nak p. last minute dia cancel. alasan nye tade transport. i ckp la i akan pick up her. then dia cume ckp tapayah. i kecik ati. ni bukan kali pertama dia wat i cmni. so many times. yeah kelemahan i? suke buat tatau. suke pk 'ala dah kawan nak wat cmne kan?' tapi kali ni i btol2 rase kecik ati.

sumone ckp i need to change. ok i akan berubah. dari sangat menjaga hati kawan kpd buat bodo? bole? i told my mom how i feel, mak ckp 'bile masing2 makin membesar, sume akan berubah. mungkin adik je tak perasan kot?' yeah makin kite membesar, kita akan byk berfikir kan? kawan2 skolah dulu pun ada hala tuju. kawan2 uitm dulu pun dah masuk degree. so they met new frens and maybe im no needed anymore. mungkin kan? cume i je tak pasan everybody's changed and i masih di tahap yg lama. yeah i admit i takot kehilangan kawan2.let them be happy wif their choice.

Your Five Variable Love Profile

Your Five Variable Love Profile

Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is low.You see love as a gift that you should give to many.It's hard for you to imagine being with one person at at time...Let alone one person for the rest of your life! Experience Level: Your experience level is high.You've loved, lost, and loved again.You have had a wide range of love experiences.And when the real thing comes along, you know it! Dominance: Your dominance is high.It's your way or the highway when it comes to love.You like to be very involved in your sweetie's life.No question, you like to be the one calling the shots. Cynicism: Your cynicism is low.You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance.No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter.You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate.And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon. Independence: Your independence is medium.In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time."You usually find it easy to be part of a couple.But occasionally you start to feel a little smothered.

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musim cuti sekolah

anak-anak saudara ku


assalamualaikum
hah tgk pada gamba korang mesti sume tau kan apa terjadi? hehehe well ni anak-anak dari dua orang sepupu naz. yg depan ni nama nye maman. yg buat peace tu shafiq. dedua darjah 4. so ade la sket2 kenduri kat umah makcik naz, kire umah atuk nenek diorang la kan? kenduri nye hari ahad lalu. tapi sibuk nye mcm kenduri kawen tau. ari rabu dan khamis naz p umah sana wat bunge telur hah bayangkan kreatif tak kreatif la naz ni *winks* pastu jumaat rebus telur, buat wajik (pakcik naz jawa) masukkan wajik dlm bekas, lekat telur puyuh kat bunga telur. susah gile nak lekat even using gam uhu. sbb nak letak 3 biji dlm satu bunge. hah payahhh. pastu susun2 meja, dah la ujan je kan tetiap ptg? pastu sabtu lak naz kene kopek udang, kopek bawang, byk gileeee letey tu, pastu masukkan telur dlm bekas lain, wat rendang, pulut kuning sbb nak bg org yg marhaban malam nye nnt. pastu naz balik umah tuka baju, lepas maghrib dtg balik ade ala ala tepung tawar utk dedua budak ni. ade marhaban sume la. ade berarak utk dak dua orang tu. didukung oleh sedara.makan nasi lemak yg dibuat oleh kak nora ngan kak rosnah. ade mihun goreng, kek, kuih muih

ari ahad yg dinanti telah tibe ade la majlis2 sket. sikit ke? makan nasi putih sambal udang, lauk paprik, sambal belacan, ulam2, ikan masin, hah ade ice cream putar, ada karaoke. tugas ahad tu simple je utk naz. jaga dua org yg baru sunat ahad jam 8pagi hahahahaha tu la gamba nye

bersama Dato Fadzilah Kamsah

hello

tadi i tgk astro. niat di hati tgk csi la cam bese i did for wednesday. bile iklan i alih la channel ke channel 4 (Ria), i tertengok la rancangan motivasi bersama Dato Fadzilah Kamsah. hah ada la hamba allah ni tanya pada Dato ni kenapa seseorang individu ni akan sentiasa disukai ramai even dia ni selalu merendahkan orang lain. hah nak tau apa jawapan nye orang yang sentiasa disukai org lain even dia perangai buruk ni sbb dia dikelilingi orang2 yang sama buruk perangai dengan nya. org baik hanya akan berkawan dan disukai org baik and begitu juga sebaliknya.

quote dari Dato Fadzilah tu buat i terfikir sekejap. 'eh i dikategori yg mana eh?' hope sume nye yang positif kan? and it really help me dalam asyik memikirkan whats wrong being me. sbb org takkan benti mengkritik kan? unless i nak buat perubahan atas2 sebab2 kebaikan yg tertentu

tak selamanya indah

i went to midvalley megamall wif nolie, ika, rena last thursday. watched flushed away, went for dominos, hang out, bought some stuffs, necklace (*winks*) then repaired my hp. no vibration actually. kinda hard coz i cant hear if people call me even i put it in my pocket. paid for rm25 for this vibration services but end up with new socket for vibration but not working as usual. less vibrate i think. arrived around 11pm at home. usual activity, get online ym,mirc,friendster,myspace,love happens bla bla bla. sleep.

this saturday got 5 house to visit for open house huhu makan free session actually. i luv it and i cant wait for it. even im not sure which baju kurung i will wear, this is the time i will get in touch wif friends, long lasting friends, childhOod friends. i bet everyone will dress up nicely huhu including me! so better get enough rest and i think i will look perfect. who knows i will meet my future prince charming *winks*

and rite now im wondering how was it an open house in Volgograd for neem =) , in Dublin for Lobo and Mimi and not forgetting Dat in Aussie? cool?

4 days 3 nights

hey
im back last sunday from my vacation to ipoh,perak. i went to my exroomate house,lin in pasir putih , ipoh. i went there with napsiah. had a great time there. went to Pangkor Island for my first time. lol went to jusco ipoh for movies. visit frens in uitm. lin's bro also there. became more meriah when lin's bro got a one year old son, fiqar. cute but afraid to other people. slamber gak p umah jiran lin ade open house with jeans and shirt. hahaha tak bawak baju kurung la. tak terfikir lak akan kene dera p umah org len kan? but i enjoyed myself anyway. makan mcm2 ada hahaha. foods foods foods. last sunday bertolak dari ipoh aroung 3.30pm and arrived around 8.30pm after lepaking in lin's sister's house lol hehehe

Which fruit are you? - taken from neem

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weird

hey blog

malam kelmarin baru i pasan i dpt a card raya. from sumone yg i minat. kinda weird tau sbb memule i didnt even recognise sape la yg bg kad raya ni. sbb tulisan agak lawa font nye. gune pen dakwat itam. and ade sign kat bwh without telling sapekah dia. so bile bace balik. baru i tau 'oOo dari dak tu'. paling pelik nye i keep reading that card. bukan ade apa pun. common stuffs. wishing slamat ari raya. mintak maap. but the last phase tu yg buat i asyik baca ulang kali. he wrote there 'miss u =)' btol ke dia rindu? or just skada berbahasa. ntah. but i tak benti membaca dan tersenyum. i tak ckp thanks lagik kat dia. tatau nape tanak sms dia. biar je la. bole kan?

anyway selamat hari raya lagikkk

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Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri
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p/s i miss lobo so much!

results huhu

Last 19th Oct ade majlis berbuka puasa sbb aie turun shah alam. kinda mini gath kot? ade aie, serta mrs aie, ade kwn mrs aie, abe, yorn, kwn yorn, kuceng, and naz. sume org kat Hakim baru kat Sek7. Armz pun ade skali eh? kot la. naz dgr2 tadi. ade la misscommunication sket between kami2 sume. tercampak la naz, kuceng, yorn kat hakim lama hehe. pastu get back together when aie dan abe dtg hakim lama. this was my first meet with #uitm users. kinda malu2 je diriku nih. but overall sume yg naz jumpe arini sgt ramah tamah. especially kak kuceng. insya allah kalo korang2 wat gath lagi tak la naz segan lagik kan? hehehe. Thanks guys

nak ke tanak ni?

19th Oct bebudak chan uitm ade wat ala ala mini gath kat shah alam. tgh berbelah bahagi la nak p ke tanak. ye la. this is my first time tunjuk muke kat diorang. bukan nye ngan dak2 #15thn and #comrade. tu sume dah biasa dah. usual reason la kan nape rase tanak p and nak p. nak p sbb dah lama kenal diorang thru this mIRC. tp tak pnah jumpe sorang pun! mmg teringinnnnn sgt nak p kenal diorang. tapi masalah nye diorang bole ke terima naz cmni? i mean i ni plus size woman. bole ke org terima? apa org kata? apa diorang pk? yeah mmg easy kan nak kata 'dulik apa org nak kata apa kan?' tp naz ni ade habit yg sgt kronik! ske pk negatip. so tu la kadang2 buatkan idop naz ade limitation. pk bukan2 sampai jadi tahap takot mencube. i even cant rememer cmne la dulu first time p gath #15thn. huwaa. cm ne eh? adoi. nak p ke tanak? bole ke diorang terime naz ni? kot la sume stylo mylo. ke masing2 usaha nonjolkan diri sendiri. apa plak yg naz nak tonjolkan? my jokes? cm la ade org amik pusing. masih ade lagi manusia dlm dunia ni membuat conclusion bahawa nye plus size woman is equal to loser and nothing special in themselves. and people usually tak beri ruang utk org2 cm naz ni. so naz jadi takot! help me!

motivational

yuhu
i went to jusco just now. bought a vcd of kathy smith - march to fitness workout. perfect for beginners like me to start exercise. huhu. floor aerobic. simple. fun. harap2 lama la aku gune mende ni

hidup baru

hey blog

ntah nape arini idop ni rase berkobar kobar nak start a new life. tade la nak change idop. cume nak change a bit of lifestyle. jgn gelak tau apa yg i nak cube. i nak cube diet. nak lose sum weight. harap2 ni bukan angan2 mak jenin dr i nih. i ade search satu website www.sparkpeople.com , diorang ask me to write in journal apa yg i nak, apa yg i akan buat, apa yg i nak buat, apa yg i tak bole buat, apa yg mesti buat. hah so i hope, korang sume support la dgn azam baru i nih. bukan ape. ade segilintir manusia memandang hina pada org cam i. i know not everyone. but ade kan? so i decide to change. bole tak di panggey hijrah? mudah mudahan i berjaya. amin

need shoulder to cry on

naz sgt bodo kan? byk kali this thing happen to me. but tak pnah serik. salah ke nak mencube? salah ke eh? tak putus asa mencari cinta? dr mule lg aku tau apa kesudahan risiko yg aku amik ni. tp aku degil jugak. bile dah kenal. bile dah terbiasa berdua. kesudahannye sume sama. so this man. yg naz kenal. buat naz cm mana manusia2 lain buat. yeah dia tak leh terima kot aku cmni? even dia tak cakap terus terang. well tu lagi buat aku rase kecewa dah hina gile2. never be the same again antara aku ngan dia. well nape la aku ni bodo sgt! nape aku leh terjebak ngan bende2 ni lagi eh? nyesal? nothing to regret. tp agak jugak.

pitcha2

majlis berbuka puasa at Tasik Indah Restaurant

makan,makan dan makan

hey blog

arini ada majlis berbuka puasa bersama kwn2 #15thn hehehe lama gile tak jumpe user2 lama tu. ala ala gathering la. function ni diadakan kat Tasik Indah Restaurant Shah Alam. hah paling bes nye ade org support! hahaha Izz yg pakai nick Kain[x] yg banje kitorang. we only have to pay rm5 and makan seafood. hahaha bes bes. izyan and i wear a baju kurung huhuhu saje menghormati bulan puasa. but bukan la yg tak pakai tu tak hormat kan. saje je pakai. jumpe tasha, shad, ain, izz, wan, azza and her bf, adik izz, sedare mare izz, amri,nazianne pun ade instead of izyan and her jim! not bad la tonite kan. borak2, tuka2 gossips hehehe, but paling bes mcm ain dtg turun dr melaka. rajin kan? bagussss. hehehe izz tu turun ke shah alam dr ipoh. i had a great time with them

hah lepas je majlis tu, aku gegas p umah nadia. ade surprise party for her. maklum la dah 21. tambah bulan pose. kene la wat malam2. belikan kek, ade kfc. makan lagik aku nih. ade sepul,sarip,leely,alan and leha skali. ok je sronok. makan2 ngan kwn2. ala nothing yg special but mmg sronok bile berkumpul. gelak ketawa je lebey.

bile balik umah kul 12.30am tadi, perasan mak masak nasi lemak rupenye bukak pose tadi. hah amik kesempatan utk makan nasi lemak sket. hahaha makan lagik? abes tu kang kecik ati mak kalo tak makan nnt. pendek kata arini keje aku makan saje. hehehehe senak perot jadinye.

anyway i really enjoyed myself today

latest view

Lobo at DUBLIN BUSINESS SCHOOL

salam ramadhan

assalamualaikum (len sket la sempena pose)

i would like to take an oppurtunity to wish all readers here (cm byk je) and not forgetting to myself too, selamat berpuasa dan mudah mudahan ramadhan kali ini membawa seribu satu keinsafan dalam diri sendiri. to me this is kali ke nam blas taun pose since i started fasting in 6years old. wah lama gak idop kan? huhuh insya allah dan aku harap ramadhan kali ini akan banyak membantu aku menguatkan lagi iman yang ada, kesabaran yang ada serta tenaga yang ade. amin. heppy fasting

mom's besday

yuhuu

hah aritu sambut besday mak. makan2 kat umah. ade satey,kfc,spaghetti sume ade la huhuhu tatau nak beli apa dah utk mak on her besday. its 52nd! so decided bile novel. and nampak la kat muke dia yg dia ske. sbb dia dah boring duk umah. amy bg mak tudung. abah bg broOch ngan handbag. tu pun aku yg belikan. hahahahahah tp gune duet abah la kan. ade potong kek choc fudge. makan2, sesi beri hadiah.

malam ni plak td p umah ucu. ade besday party abg arin ngan boy. padahal besday pun lom. dah potong2 kek. klaka tol. huhuhuuh makan nasi lemak lauk rendang. sedap woOo. huhuhu kek pun ok gak. sume aku telan saje. miahahah janji kenyang. belikan boy topi. sbb nampak dia slalu pakai topi.

anyway hepi besday sape2 yg sambut besday on September. sihat selalu. murah rezeki

what a day

yuhuu

pagi td lobo call dr ireland. wah bes nye. he seems cam fine je. cume dia kata sejuk je. glad la dia ok. slamat sampai ke sana. anyway mmg aku gumbire.

td aku p uitm amik kan transkrip atiq. then niat dihati nak pos kan teros transkrip and gamba konvo atiq. tp takleh. sampul pos laju tak cukup besa and kotak pun tade. adoi. last2 tunggu la kalo atiq free, jumpe je bg bende tu. lebey mudah kot?

hah nak cite ni.last sunday. mak aku p umah cousin dia. cousin dia nye suami pakar urut2 ni. so mak nak try la urut lutut dia. adik tau mak takot. nampak muka mak pucat je. risau ade. tp tak salah kan mak cube. so result nye. arini mak byk duk je. baring2. konon nye tukang urut tu kata dia akan urut dr umah dia aje. mintak2 mak ok la pasnih. arini? aku basuh baju, sidai baju, lipat baju, masak utk family. hah mmg dah jadi suri rumah. mak plak kata lutut dia ade kesan lebam. agaknye org tu dah start urut la kot. i hope mak bole atasi masalah ni. i luv u mak. by the way this 20 sept mak nye besday. tatau nak wat ape. abah kata sambut kat umah je. takot mak saket kaki. tapi tak plan pape lagi la. moga mak panjang umo dan sihat selalu

moga moga

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arini i went to the KLIA. anta one of my fren. my childhOod fren nak further studies kat Ireland. cepat tol masa berlalu kan. sedar2 sorang lagi kawan dah buat langkah. for his own gOod why not kan? lobo kata dia akan belajar utk jangka setahun. so bile kire2 balik, he wont be here bile hari raya. sedey tol dgr. but i know dia lelaki yg tabah. bile tgh borak2 ngan lobo kat airport terfikir plak tentang diri sendiri, aku ni? bile lagi? takkan sampai diploma je? insya allah. akan ku jejak juga ke peringkat yang lebey tinggi.

by the way, on the same flight, the same place, shamimi pun further ke ireland. satu kolej ngan lobo. i hope both of them can make frens. ye la kan tempat org. lebey utamakan kawan dr negara sendiri kan? i can see mimi crying bile dah sampai masa nye dia check in and i do understand. mesti mcm2 yg mimi pk kan. family, frens, zafri, life, environment and bla bla. but hey mimi if u read this. i know u can make it. yes u are. luv ya mimi.

doa aku akan sentiasa seiring dgn mereka berdua. eventhough im not dat close to mimi but hey dia kawan aku jugak. batch aku kat sri iskandar. boston taught me many things. aku doakan diorang selamat sampai ke sana. selamat maju jaya. moga dapat kejar impian dan pulang seperti seadanya. amin.

kit kat dalam aiskrim?

huhuhu akhirnyeeee. dapat jua ku merasakan kenikmatan makan aiskrim tu. hahahaha punye la terliur tgk iklan. p mana2 kedai asyik sold out je. akhirnye setelah beberapa lama melakukan pencarian. dapat juga. hahahaha sedap woOoO. nikmat je makan aiskrim

me n nolie

cOnvocatiOn day =)

alhamdulillah

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alhamdulillah segala nya berjalan dgn lancar. konvo yg ditunggu sudah tiba dan berakhir dgn selamat. huhuhu punye la nervous, tuhan je yg tau. penat. tp seronok. jumpe2 kwn2, jumpe kwn2 shot kos. sume2 la. bes nye konvo. bangga kejap. mase akhir upacara tu, ada la nyanyi lagu uitm dihatiku. tu mmg buat aku nak nanges. siyesly la. aku bangga jd pelajar uitm. mcm2 aku blaja kat sana. and aku bangga ade ramai kawan. share together. susah senang. and ari ni berbalas jugak akhirnye pengorbanan aku. yeah blaja ni satu pengorbanan utk preparation for life. byk gamba2 yg ade. akan aku jadikan kenangan terindah dalam hidup. maklumla, idop ni kite tak leh jangka. hanya gamba je aku simpan utk di kenang kembali. hah nepi pun datang td. dia bg bunge huhuhu niat di hati nak bunge dr seorang bopren. rupenye abah pun bg. nepi pun bg. not bad la kan? i got 2 bouquet of flowers huhuhu

anyway congratulations guys. diploma perakaunan, especially uitm seri iskandar perak.

finally...ive made it

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nak kata aku gembira, ade la jugak. excited? yeah ade juge. takot? huhu bykkkkk. ntah la. impian aku utk membawa pulang segenggam diploma akhirnye akan menjadi kenyataan esok ptg. aku ade majlis konvokesyen kat uitm shah alam. wah finally kan? bergelut aku nak abes kan pengajian aku yg terhuyung hayang tu. skang baru aku percaya Allah bg akal sume org sama. terpulang la pada kite nak gune mcm mana. aku tak kata aku grad dgn berjaya nye. tp at least aku seiring dgn kawan2 lain. itu dah cukup membanggakan aku. yeah bangga. bile tgk waktu skola dulu, ade ke rupe aku akan jadi cmni? masa depan aku masih menunggu. aku je yg harus pilih jalan mana yg aku nak lalui utk corak masa depan aku. Alhamdulillah. berkat doa mak abah, kawan2 yg tak penat mengajar aku, serta keikhlasan lecturer2 memberi ilmu dan kesuungguhan yg aku cube terapkan dalam diri aku. kini buahkan hasil. ini la detiknya aku bergembira. dgn baju baru.kasut baru. esok aku akan memakai jubah dan menerima diploma aku. mak bapak mana tak bangga kan? and sape saje mesti bangga. im proud of myself.

sejarah woOo

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arini aku ske. hahaha walaupun aku pose. and tinggal lagi 3 hari je nak ganti. aku seronok la ngan idop aku arini. aku p pyramid ngan leely. hah p tgk wayang semata. hahaha nak tau cite ape? KABHI ALVIDA hah jgn memain. hindustan ni. tak pnah aku p tgk wayang cite industan. bes la gak cite. lain dr yg lain. bukan skadar cite industan cintan2 mak ayah tak restu ke ape. ni moden la sket. ade shah rukh khan, preity zinta, rani mukherji, abishek bachan, ada amitabh bachan. halamak canggih tau cite ni. gile len dr cite industan lain. fully in new york. overseas la. hehe philadelphia pun ada. aku rase seronok je dpt tgk cite tu. and aku baru pasan, industan ni bukan hanya di tonton oleh golongan melayu and india. cina pun ade weh. siap nanges esak2 lagi chinese blakang aku tadi huhuhu. AKU RASE SENANG HATI hahaha

refreshness

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im gud. im totally self motivated by 2 movies malam ni. satu tu cite melayu. cite pasal a family i mean husband and wife yg wife nye takot being pregnant sbb takot gemuk and ade jiran yg berbadan besar, janda anak tiga. btol2 motivate diri i sendiri. its nothing wrong being fat. God created all human beautiful but not in the same way. bak kata dlm cite tu. yg kurus tu cantik macam barbie doll. and yg badan besar ni cantik macam teddy bear. terpulang la nak jadi yang macam mana.

and the 2nd movie ni cite lama. bridget jones? bagus rupenye cite ni. even rendah diri dgn kekurangan diri. mesti ade sumone out there yg akan jadi milik kita. even umo menjangkau 30. yang i baru 21 dah risau sana sini kenapa? huhuhu mesti ada kan? hope so.

and i take it as a positive thinking tp, ade ke yg btol2 mcm dlm cite tu? ke skada dongeng je? ntah. and not sure. but i? me? decided to wait and see. by the time goes by, i will find a mr right. and he accepting me for what i am. who i am and how do i look. amin.